I need my McDreamy
Date : Saturday, December 01, 2007
Time : 8:00 PM
Went to the beach at Campoinhas.The soothing seawaves and and the cooling seabreeze hv the magic of bringing all the stress away. Wat a captivating scene but it only makes me miss u more. I know how much u love the sea yet I couldnt bring the calming seaview neither the smell of the ocean back.. I can only whisper in my heart and hope the seagulls can bring across my blessing to you who is a thousand miles away.
=( Enchanted is out in SG.
Wont be able to get back in time to catch it. I need to get my dose of McDreamy!! Oh boi.. need u remind me of that melt-me-in-my-shoe Patrick Dempsey's smile??
Okie.. i shall juz bear with it for the moment and catch him more on my Laptop.
Bye.. ppl. Time for Grey's Anatomy Season Four.
Oh ya.. before i forget, its finally December. Xmas is just round the corner. Imma in the mood to get a silky lil' dress, and dance the xmas nite away wif a special someone. Will the wish comes true?
Labels: BlockBuster, Brazil, Days of My Life, Jingle Bell, Sacred Dungeon
too sweet to be true?
Date : Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Time : 10:15 AM
"Don't be afraid of me, don't be afraid to open up to me. 
Give me a chance to care for you, love you and protect you.Give me a chance to make you happy everyday.Give me a chance to be by your side no matter what happen."When a guy look into ur eyes and tell u this in the sincerest tone u ever heard,isnt is just too sweet to be true?? Labels: Out of the Box, Sacred Dungeon
I hate it when u makes me cry..
Date : Saturday, November 24, 2007
Time : 10:16 AM
I hate it when u say thing so bluntly , that it brings my tears back..
I hate it when after all these years., u are still the one who touches my heart..
I hate it when I went round and round the carousel, u are still the one that stays ..
I hate it when I m overseas, I lose all the protective shell and get emotional easily..
I hate it when u ask me to look into my heart coz I dun want to know who I’m gonna see…
Labels: Sacred Dungeon
In the mood of melancholy
Date : Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Time : 11:19 PM
作词：邢增华 作曲：巫启贤 编曲：吴庆隆歌
很想给你写封信 告诉你这里的天气
昨夜的那一场电影 还有我的心情
很想给你写封信 却只是想想而已
我已经不能肯定 你是不是还会关心
爱与不爱都需要勇气 于是我们都选择了逃避
爱与不爱都需要勇气 于是我们都选择了逃避
或许你不相信 我很满意这样的结局
或许你不相信 我没有一丝的埋怨和悔意
虽然你是我的最初
虽然你是我的最终
虽然你是我的唯一
Attended Eric Moo's concert last Sat, pretty much like a trip down the memory lane. Not very familiar with those XinYaos, but some of his popular songs during the 90s are pretty touching still. This is one of my fav.. Funny but truely, reminds me of K.Labels: Sacred Dungeon
To the special someone in my life
Date : Sunday, May 13, 2007
Time : 10:59 AM
I'm sorry for my disobedience. Thank you for being the forgiver.
I'm sorry for my defiance. Thank you for being the reminder.
I'm sorry for being unattentive. Thank you for granting me my life to see the world.
I'm sorry for taking things for granted. Thank you for being there always despite my rebeliance.
I'm sorry for being away during this special day. Thank you for letting me go despite the unwillingness to let ur gal venture away from ur shelter.
I'm sorry for being restless, thank you for being my angel over the unchartered sea.
My sincerest wishes to u, the greatest mum in the world:
May you stay healthy and happy always.
Labels: Sacred Dungeon
A parcel of surprise
Date : Saturday, April 14, 2007
Time : 2:07 PM
Was juz ranting on my bad health recently and deng deng deng deng i receive this speedpost parcel from SG this morning.
A box of Panadol Extra and some vitamin C supplement. No name, no addressee nor any sort of notes. Its a surprice parcel and I hv no clue of who the sender is. Regardless of which kind soul out there, if u r looking at this post, i m expressing my deepest gratitude to you. I m fine now with no more fever. I lost my voice but worry not, i m gonna find it back real soon! Thanks for the concern. Gals are funny animals. We tend to touched by all these lil' acts which u guys might find it too dramatic or showy. For me, I m glad there is someone who care but it would be juz pure gratitude, if only the kind acts were shown by the people I love or care abt, then that is where happiness steps in.Prob age is catching up.. or prob thats becoz of peer pressure. Everybdy ard seems getting married within the next few years, and i ve been asked when is my turn coming. Beside giving evrybody a bitter smile, i cant find other words to say.. When i was a lil' gal, i believed tat the happiest day of my life would be my wedding day, and now.. its not tat i cease believing, it just dawn upon me that to find a soulmate that i can spend the rest of my life with seems the biggest challenge i hv ever met.Fren A: Its abt time.. just get urself out from the shelf and married off ur butt.Fren B: Dun u tell me u hv no woo-ers or BFs. Forget abt ur criteria lists and get realistic!!Fren C: Treasure the man in front of u! U'll nvr know, give it a shot.Fren D: Dun think too much, just go sign the paper and u will know hows married life is.Arrgg.. as if i m going to become an old spinster soon. I m still in my twenties.. aint it my time to focus on my career and embark on my next big thing in life? but somehow.. i can hear that lil' voice in the deepest corner of my heart, yearning for a stable and looking-bright relationship leading to a blissful marriage. But how do i tell if he is the right man for me? if I were at one time in love, what has changed that precipitated my falling out of love with that person? how do i find the spark back or izzit natural for the spark to go away and i might feel not in love anymore but Im just in a different stage of love? The main point is, if i cant sort all this out, wat right do i hv to jump into the marriage cruise and how far u think the ship can sail off?
There are so many doubts in my bombing head, and i juz cant seem to get 'em cleared. How i envious those who can be so sure of what they want/need in life and then fight hard for what they think they deserve.Labels: Rumbling.. Mulling.. Howling.., Sacred Dungeon, two cents thot
Heartfelt Gratitude..
Date : Friday, January 12, 2007
Time : 9:15 AM
.. to the lovely soul out there, you guys know who you are.And Larry.. i will save my tears for happiness and gratitude rather than lowering my head to the small disappointment in life. So dun worrie, I m marching forward again wif my chin up! 
Some goodies to share.. Pinky Oinky Calender for the coming Piggy year! Click here to download.Labels: Out of the Box, Sacred Dungeon
thank YOU
Date : Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Time : 8:58 AM
Here's a dedication to Ivy.
After 9 mths since i left SG, dis gal has been the only living person who constantly send us news, pixs n emails to keep us updated of what happenened in SG's office.
This might seems a lil favor to most of u, but to me: it means a whole lot. Its the thots dat matter.
Weird n rather disappointing to think of those who nvr fail to remind you how much they missed u when they see u, but the minutes u r away, u nvr hear from them anymore. Outta sight outta mind? True it is, but I learnt who are the real frens.
Being away from ur frens n families, sometimes wat one needs is 
just a lil connection to those dat were once so close to u. I might not have voiced it out but now I m going to dedicate a BIGGY-BIGGY 'Thank You' to those who bother to send me smses ocassionally, ring a call to listen to all my grumblings n musings, send/fwd emails wif concerning notes, spend time to read my blog n esp to those who make the effort to mail me handwritten scribbles thru postmails. Your caring is one of those things which can never fail to put a smile on my face and a laugh in my heart. Labels: Nutshell Inc., Sacred Dungeon, two cents thot
memories..
Date : Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Time : 5:08 PM
It is one of those days while u feel bored becoz of nothing to do which in fact you are not really in the mood to do anything.
You received a msg from someone u once dated. You've rarely stroll down the memory lane these days as you r pretty much satisfied wif ur current situation. But this msg.. this msg from someone who was once so close to u.. this msg which told you, you are being missed despite his absence all these years in your life.. And this message has bring back some fond memories of the first boy you went out with...
We were so young back then.. i could still smell the rose given to me in the middle of nite after his drumming performance, i could still feel the whispers by my ears on the beach in front of our high school, i could still hear the songs sang to me on those nites by his unique voice, and i could still see the crystal sleigh he gave me which was broken on the day we separated. And ya.. i can still pictured how he snatched a kiss from me in his white little car, which freaked me out and later led to the ending of our puppy love.
Its not as if u'r still carrying it with u.. its just that the nostalgic blood and slime somehow boiling inside u todae. And u realise, these reminiscing of the past has in fact reminds you to be a better person when it comes to relationship. U r glad with what u have and you learn to treasure what is really meant for u.. God bless, my dear.
Labels: Sacred Dungeon
My hunkie Alan
Date : Sunday, October 22, 2006
Time : 5:59 AM
Woke up early again..
went straight to bed at 8 last nite, dunnoe wats gotten into me.. has been sleep earlier n wake up earlier lately.. a sign of getting older? OMG~~
Bumped in to my hunkie Alan in MSN. Keke.. thinks i not in SG also do him gd. 
Nobodi for him to jio out for dinner, more time to go jogging.
He sure looked gd after sweating the hell out after the NB Real Run. Cheerio, bud!
Labels: Sacred Dungeon
Taste of Happiness
Date : Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Time : 11:20 AM
Have you ever realise how blessful you are to have someone waiting for you at the door after a day-long work?Have you ever realise how grateful you should be to have dinner cooked and waiting to be served for you after a starving two hr traffic jam?Have you ever realise how thankful you should feel to have someone mending and patching the hole in your pants with love and tender?It suddenly dawned upon me.. happiness is sth which you thought you might need to spend your life searching for.. and finally realise it can be so simple when it comes knocking at your heart.THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...Labels: Sacred Dungeon
Could it be you...
Date : Friday, August 25, 2006
Time : 10:50 PM
...my dear pal??
I received a late bday gift todae. A ty bear from McDonald SG.
No name.. no return address... only some familiar handwriting.. with the sincerest bday wishing..
I think i noe who the sender is. Could it be u, my dear pal?? It doesnt cost a lot, but it weighs a tons to me. If u see this, i wanna tell u, THANKS is not enuf to convey my gratitude. Thank GOD for bringing you to me..Labels: Days of My Life, Sacred Dungeon
Lavendar Grief
Date : Friday, August 18, 2006
Time : 1:53 PM
A gift from CK b4 i flew to Brazil. Someone who nvr fails to noe wat i really need.
My fav combination of tea. Lavendar n Rose bud, a match made in Heaven. How abt us?? Are we? I had not touch on the tea since i came to brasil, it makes me think of u when i start sipping the tea.. i need some comfort.. n it helps..Mum had not called for a weeks, which is unusual. I decided to give her a ring. Shocked but not totally unprepared, i was told the news of Grannie's wither. I can hardly rem how my grannie's looked like. All i rem.. was she used to take care of me while i was still a toddle. All these years.. i hardly went back to visit my grannie n grandpa, the excuses given was no time.. too far away n so on... The real truth was.. i was too occupied wif my own social life and cant seem to hv them registered in my schedule.She suffered from a serious stroke last month. The doctor had prepared us with the worst. We all know its just a matter of time. Mum was busy traveling to-and-fro SG n Batu Pahat. I asked mum to keep me posted on her situation at least i can arrange to fly back just in case. Too bad.. i was late. Things sometimes dont affect you untill a while after, when it sinks in.Some great article to share:George Carlin's Views on Aging
Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is
when we're kids?
If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you
think in fractions.
"How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never
thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's
the key.
You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump
to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?"
"I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And
then the greatest day of your life . . you become 21. Even the words sound like
a ceremony . . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!!
But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you
sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun
now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed?
You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa!
Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH
50 and your dreams are gone.
But wait!!! You MAKE it to 60. You didn't think you would!
So you BECOME 21, TURN 30, PUSH 40, REACH 50 and MAKE it to 60.
You've built up so much speed that you HIT 70! After that it's a
day-by-day thing; you HIT Wednesday! You get into your 80s and every
day is a complete cycle; you HIT lunch; you TURN 4:30; you REACH bedtime.
And it doesn't end there.
Into the 90s, you start going backwards; "I Was JUST 92." Then
a strange thing happens. If you make it over 100, you become a little kid
again. "I'm 100 and a half!"
May you all make it to a healthy 100 and a half!!
HOW TO STAY YOUNG
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height.
Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay "them "
2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down
3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening,
whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's
workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.
4. Enjoy the simple things.
5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
6 The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only
person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you
are alive.
7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets,
keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.
8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is
unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.
9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next
county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.
10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we
take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Labels: Sacred Dungeon
I got a Visit!
Date : Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Time : 11:59 PM
I got a visit from Singapore!! A sweet soul is arriving by Iberia this evening. It was a great thing to hv someone fly over half an earth to pay u a visit. =)Labels: Sacred Dungeon
Steven & Chen Ying Arrived
Date : Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Time : 9:59 PM
Steven and Chen Ying arrived in the morning. They came to office in the afternoon... and looked like they r stil fighting fit!! Hee.. thanks to the spa and massage inParis i reckoned. Now i got my comrades mobilised from SG. Full force Fire-fighting now!!
Thanks to the sunflowers, u said u cant send me the flowers but u can give me the well-taken-care garden in NYC, pal.. its now planted in my heart. Insanely beautiful and i m insanely touched. Obrigada!!======================================================== DD was the the first kind soul dat approached me and spent a quality fifteen minutes counseling cum pacifying oversea call session wif me. Thats a magical concoction!! I m back to my normal self now... dont u worry.
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------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality.
takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind
hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination.
loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.
stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter....
Came across this lil arti in an email. Is that true?? i seriously believe i fits the bill.. except for the revengeful part.. i dun buy that for sure.. ha!
Okie.. tomorrow will be a better day.. Nity.........
Labels: Days of My Life, Out of the Box, Sacred Dungeon
Flying off Tomorrow
Date : Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Time : 12:02 AM
Celtic Jersey from SC
Date : Monday, April 17, 2006
Time : 10:30 PM
A fren of mine gave me this yesterday.
A farewell gift b4 i fly off to Brazil =)
Saw him wearing this once, he looked simply suave with it.
Real sweet of him!! I wonder how he managed to get this Celtic jersey from.
Some brief history on ths Football League. Its one of the two famous Scotland Local Football League, (the other one is Ranger, i reckon?!).
My fren went to pursue his degree last yr in Glasgow, subsequently fall in deep deep love with this team.
http://www.celticfc.net/
Admire the four leaves logo, mm.. thats the best part of the whole jersey!
Too bad,, its too big for me.. probably can transform it to my nitie wear, hee!Labels: Sacred Dungeon
